I get why some people just denounce everything in modern society and go be monks in Tibet or some obscure monastery somewhere.
It’s hard waking up day in, and day out to a life where you are nothing but inadequate.
It’s hard living based on fear;
It’s hard living based on lust;
|—||TS (via theperfectthug)|
You know what I’ve learned? People will dead, try to play your character.. And you know what? That’s only if you let them. People will only do what you allow to be done to you. I’ve took so much bullshit in my life just because I don’t like to step on people’s toes and I try to make everyone else comfortable in my presence. I be forgetting that i deserve the princess treatment because im tryna accommodate others ALL THE TIME! It’s so over for that. I’m no longer gonna be on deck but ima be at that mother fucking plate ready to swing every time. No body cares about door mats, they’re only to greet you and for you to wipe your feet.
While I was with some of my boys yesterday, these niggas had the nerve to say the only relevant thing at a barbeque are burgers and no one cares about hot dogs. I never felt so disrespected in my life.
Burgers are like Range Rovers and hot dogs are like Land Rovers, dude.
Naw, a lot can go wrong with a burger and you won’t know till you bite into it. A hot dog once it look right on the outside, you gucci bucci.
|—||Kanye West, Power|
Music is Boring right now… HipHop in particular. When is the new Kanye dropping? When is Jay dropping something? When is Drake? When is the mythical Dre album coming out? What’s up with Rick Ross since he got attacked by white feminists? Is Andre 3 stacks even still a rapper? What’s up with…
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I’ve ALWAYS wanted to be a daddies girl. Funny thing is, I’ve been with my father my whole life. He’s never taken care of me the way I’ve always wanted him to though. Of course he provided for me, I’ve always lived in a great place, always had a meal on the table and he protected me and stuff but We never had a real daughter father relationship though.. I was never spoiled by him or nothing. I fucking hate that. And I think that’s why when I’m dealing with a guy I want to there everything. I wanna be spoiled with that “daddy love”. I mean, my father loves me but he just isn’t the type to put his heart on his sleeve. Show affection. I only get hugs from him on birthdays and Christmas . Those really be the best hugs Lol. when I was little I was his baby! I think it all stopped when my mother left. I love my father with all my heart but I wish that we was closer. Now, I feel like want a man that will treat me like I’m his favorite girl. I wanna be number one, I wanna be spoiled. I wanna feel like he is my protector. Is this normal? I feel like a dick because I hate expressing myself to people but I’m here writing to the Internet. But I was just thinking this while I was showering and I felt the need to write about it.
Young. Black. Gifted. I want to show myself that getting where I want to be, can be done; because I feel like I been to the future already and my life is déjà vu. Every time I envision the future the same outcome flashes before my eyes and its GREAT. It’s happening at this moment. I wanna be great, I wanna stay humble and most importantly I wanna do it for myself. I’m really jumping out the window with this dream I have. So, I can not fail.